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Getting Comfortable with the Uncomfortable

Is it just me or is this season of uncertainty going on and on? There are so many things that are different. Many places are still not open or are under certain restrictions. People are without jobs or still stuck working at home. Civil unrest continues and politics are dividing people. Little things for me like traveling plans and taking classes are up in the air due to COVID-19. As I was considering these uncertainties and talking with a friend, I said, “maybe we need to get comfortable with the uncomfortable.”

Isn’t that something the Lord might be after in our hearts this season? We clearly cannot control what’s going on in our world right now, but we can control how we steer our heart and mind in this season.  What are you letting steer your heart in this season? Are you being led by chaos of everything around you, thus feeling chaos in the inside? I wouldn’t blame you if you were. This is a hard time, and I know for sure I have let these times get to me and my mental health. Yet, I feel God calling us as a Body to deeper trust and intimacy with Him than ever before. We know that God works all things together for His good (Romans 8:28), and I have to believe that getting closer to Jesus during this time is crucial, more than ever before.

While we are on the cusp of the greatest revival ever we are also facing the greatest suffering and persecution that our nation has ever faced. It’s time for us to wake up and step out of our comfort zones, using our gifts for His kingdom and reigniting the kindle of light in our relationship with God. Only close relationship with Him will carry us through the coming days. You may find yourself in very uncomfortable, unwanted situations, some that don’t seem to have answers. I’m here to tell you that Jesus IS the answer. To whatever trials you are facing, He is the answer. To whatever mental health problems you are facing, He is the answer. I can’t tell you how He is going to work it out; I just know I can tell you He is going to work it out.

My prayer for you today is for the Lord to help you get comfortable with the uncomfortable – may you experience His faithfulness and love and lean into that. Take heart, for He has overcome.

Copyright 2020 Marie Lorah

Releasing Control

I must admit my fear of losing control causes me to strive and micromanage my time, activities, and even my emotions, at times. Honestly, it’s quite exhausting. So why do I still do it?
When I take an honest look at this tendency, it exposes my simple lack of trust in God – in His ability to handle everything that comes my way. It’s not my ability that matters, but His. If I am fully trusting God, I am not relying on my own strength. I’m letting Him take the reins over my heart, life, and mind. Can you relate?
Proverbs 3:5-6 says “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.”
God calls us to trust Him and to not lean on our own strength. Then, when we acknowledge Him in all our ways, he makes our paths straight. Perhaps this concept seems easier when things are going well. But what about when things get tough?
But, slowly, I am moving toward letting go and trusting. It’s a journey, though, isn’t it, my friend? I’d sometimes like life to hurry up and my struggles go away. But part of the beauty of life is this tension we live in here on Earth until we go to our final home. God promises that we will have struggles on this side of heaven. So, I have a choice. I can let it be miserable, or I can let it be a beautiful unfolding – a beautiful unfolding of events and emotions. I can choose to accept and embrace the good, the bad, and the ugly. Through acceptance, I am learning to trust God more fully and embrace the ups and downs of life more willingly. In regards to my mental health, I am trusting His process of healing instead of trying to figure it out on my own. How freeing! To let go of the striving and rest in His love. Someone once told me rest is trust – I believe that is true because you can rest when you are trusting Someone bigger than yourself to take care of you.
Today, I choose trust over worry and control. Today, I chose Jesus rather than myself. Today, I am ready and willing to trust.
Copyright 2020 Marie Lorah

Life is a Trust Walk

Life is a trust walk.

Sometimes it is through the dark.

Life is a trust walk.

And we must trust in how He walks.

Life is a trust walk.

We cannot see the road ahead.

So we nestle ourselves against His chest.

We want easy answers, quick fixes.

But we rarely get these requests.

God wants us to walk this walk

And learn to talk the talk-

That is the talk of trust.

And the heart position of surrender.

We may not know where we are going.

But we know the One who is leading us.

So we can trust this One, knowing He will hold and shepherd our hearts,

Leading us to the right destination.

The final result is in His hands.

So let’s trust in His plans.

Life is a trust walk.

 

Copyright 2019 Marie Lorah

 

Lean Into Your Fears

What would happen if you leaned into your fear instead of cringing back into it your fear? Fear tells us to run away and avoid, yet God calls us many times in the Bible to not be afraid.

Instead of running from our fears, we are called to face our fears, lean into them, and overcome them. We may feel fear, but we press through that to be able to do what we need to do. As Joyce Meyer says often: “Do it afraid!”

While leaning into your fear feels counter intuitive to your emotions, it’s a great way to overcome those emotions. It’s also a huge way to learn to depend on the Lord. You’re saying, “God I’m really afraid right now to take this step, but I know You are calling me to do that. So, I am trusting You to help me through this.”

Personally, God has been calling me to lean into my fears right now – fear of man, fear of the future, and fear of failure. He has called me to step out in certain areas such as relationships and ministry opportunities. I could just decide to stay home and be paralyzed by my fear, or I can take a step in the direction of that which is uncomfortable. Taking that step is hard, but as you choose to move forward in the face of your fear instead of backwards, spiritual ground is taken back from the Enemy. You will have breakthrough and freedom. It is SO worth it to fight through your human resistance and face your fear.

Recently, the Lord showed me a picture of me on a water ride – it was a scary, but I felt God inviting me to embrace the adventure of that ride and HAVE FUN! I believe God is always inviting us to embrace and enjoy our journey with Him, in spite of our fears and reservations.

So what fear is eating at you right now? Is it confronting a boss or someone you love? Is it stepping into a new job or role? Is it letting go of something you have your fingers grasped to so tightly to that you’re afraid to let go of it?

In John 16:22, Jesus says “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” So, don’t run away from your troubles and fears, for He is with you in them, willing to comfort you and bring you to the other side.

Father God, thank You for your deep love for me. Please help me when I feel afraid to come to You and to press through to walk into the new opportunities You have for me. When it feels uncomfortable, help me to remember that You will strengthen me to do what I am afraid of. In Jesus name. Amen. 

Copyright 2018 Marie Lorah

Is His Yoke Really Easy?

Recently, God challenged me if I really believed the Scripture that His yoke is easy and his burden is light (Matthew 11:30, NIV). My flesh screamed with thoughts like, how could that be true when my life feels so hard? Yet, in this moment, I felt Him whisper, “If it’s not easy, it’s not God.” Now, keep reading, because I’m not in any way saying life is never hard or we don’t have to put effort into things – let’s unpack this and see if we can’t find a balanced, Biblical view of this verse.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 (NIV)

The first part of this scripture is an invitation to come to Jesus. Then, He gives us a promise of rest, followed by another invitation to take on His yoke and learn from Him. He then makes a statement of His character of gentleness and humility. Again, He promises rest. Finally, He makes an unfathomable statement: “For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

So if we are to take on His yoke, it is easy. Really? How could that be? What if we radically believed that statement and applied it to our lives?

I don’t think easy means perfect or that it means we won’t face suffering. This scripture is an invitation to come to Him for rest and comfort IN our times of hardship and distress. God promises we will have trouble in this world, but there is an easier way. And, this scripture points to that easier way.

Do you hear Him tugging on your heart to lean into Him and find rest? I pray you would find that peaceful, true rest that only HE can give. Take comfort in Him today. Ask Him to show you what it means to rest and take on His easy yoke. He’s waiting!

 

Copyright 2018 Marie Lorah

Back to Your Identity and Your Calling

The challenges of life can often take us away from two very important things: our identity and calling. Over the last few years, the Lord has been highlighting writing as an area for me to pursue. It has been a joy and a challenge at the same time. How much time do I devote to it? Is it reasonable to invest in it? Am I wasting my time? Am I doing enough? Will anything ever become of this? Perhaps you struggle with similar things in different areas of your life.

I must confess these thoughts have been swirling in my mind recently. As I write, I think I realize at least partially why these thoughts have been coming up recently. My schedule has been off. I evacuated Virginia for Hurricane Florence. And you know what? I totally got my eyes off of God! I was focused so much on the hurricane and just felt off with being out of town.

So, I’m writing this entry as an encouragement for you out there to reconnect with Your God, you identity, and your calling. When You remember who God is and who HE says you are, everything gets back in place.

We seek Him first and things come into place. Each and every time. I don’t mean to say this process happens overnight; yet, I have seen God do this very thing time and time again in both large and small scale ways. When I have gone back to Him as my first love, healing happens. Alignment happens. Focus happens. Good things come my way. I am better able to manage whatever trial I am facing.

So, as I write to the writer in me and to others struggling today to find their way back to their identity and calling- know who you are. Know who has called you. And rest secure that He has called you and will secure your path. You don’t need to know how it all ends. But HE does. So take heart, you who feel insecure or uncertain today. You’re doing just fine.

Love,

Marie, Secure in Christ’s love 🙂

Copyright 2018 Marie Lorah

Who Are You Really Depending On?

Who are you really depending on for strength everyday? My answer to this question recently was a vulnerable one: me, myself, and I. Ouch.

I’ve trusted God for some things, and I have given Him some of my time, energy, and resources. I’ve moved closer to Him this year, I think. But have I really given it all to Him? What would that look like?

In my walk with God, I continue to realize how much I default to self-reliance and dependence. Somehow, it feels safer, even though God is SO much safer and reliable. And since I rely on myself, I strive to be perfect, which is exhausting! So, who’s kingdom am a I living in when I walk in this perfectionism and self-reliance? The answer to this question is yet again: mine. My kingdom. I want my kingdom to unfold MY way, so I will trust only in myself to get this right.

But, God’s kingdom is not like that.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust Him with all your heart, and in all your ways, submit to Him. He desires all of us. Every part. Imperfect, fragile, insecure. Every part of our heart He wants access to. I’m not saying that this happens overnight or that we really are able to give Him everything in our humanity. Rather, accept this invitation to give Him your heart. Let HIM make your paths straight. Depend on HIM for strength and nourishment each day. Let His presence and His Word feed your soul.

It’s not up to you and your own strength to manage your life. Turn your affection toward Him today and ask Him to help you let go of self-sufficiency and learn to depend on Him. Trust me. He will help you and lead you.

“‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the LORD Almighty.” Zechariah 4:6

On The Days You Feel Insecure

Ever have one of those days you’re just feeling particularly insecure about yourself, your life, and the decisions you have been making? Well, I just had one of those recently, and it was tough. I stayed home to rest because I was run down, which was good for my body, but perhaps not my mind. I got in my head and started questioning things. Am I really doing what God wants me to be doing? Am I doing enough to better myself, grow, and heal? Am I making any headway? Will I ever accomplish what I desire? The questions go on. And on. And they boil down to a matter of security.

I needed to be reminded of simple truths – I am loved. I have worth and value apart from what I do. I have set my heart to follow God and am doing the best I can in what I feel called to do right now. I am secure in Christ because what HE did for ME. Not the other way around. Wow. If we could let that truth settle in ours hearts, how much more confident and secure could we be?

Lord, please remind us of the fundamental truths of our identity in You so that we can walk in confident freedom in You to do all You are asking of us in this season. And thank You that You will do more than we can ask or imagine or believe. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Open Space

I see an open space

Where I seek Your face

I see an open space

Where I know my place

I see freedom, hope, and vision

Where You bring me wisdom

I see You calling me to You

To trust in what You do

To let there be open space

So I take time to seek Your face

To sit with the tension

And let go of self-protection

To let myself be led by You

To be cared for, nurtured, and held

To be okay with being

Knowing You are never leaving

You are taking me to an open space

To seek Your face

And discover grace

To hold things loosely

And not be so choosey

To let life happen

To let life unfold

To rest in Your abode

And allow life to grow

In Your process and Your way

Lord, help me stay in Your Presence and let You lead – not my timing, but Yours. Amen.

 

Let the Process Unfold

Let the process unfold

As His truth is told

Let the process unfold

As the Enemy’s lies are dismantled

Let the process unfold

As you let your heart be held.

Trust is a process

Do not despise it.

You are on this path for a reason.

Remember this is just a season.

There is hope; there is light.

So keep your head held high

You are safe. You are loved. You are held.

Let the process unfold.