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Waiting on the Lord with Hope

Recently, I received some disappointing news about a medicine I was prescribed – I’ve heard great stories of it helping others’ physical and mental health – but it wasn’t covered under my insurance. I was so excited and hopeful when my doctor and I initially discussed it – that it would not only help me physically, but also emotionally as well.

Waiting. We often are waiting for many things. But how will we wait? That is what will determine our ability to enjoy the journey and grow through the waiting process.

I realized I placed my hope in an outcome or circumstance, not in the goodness of God no matter what would happen. I am discovering how often I put my hope in circumstances without first placing my anchor of hope in God Himself. I want God to heal me now and answer my prayers now. Honestly, it has been hard to wait on the Lord for the full manifestation of healing in my life.

So where is your hope? How do you wait on the Lord with hope for healing and answers to your prayers?

A verse in the The Passion Translation explains how to wait on the Lord so clearly: Psalms 27:14 states, “Here’s what I’ve learned through it all: Don’t give up; don’t be impatient, be entwined as one with the Lord. Be brave and courageous, and never lose hope. Yes, keep on waiting-for he will never disappoint you!”

Let’s break this down into 6 steps on how to wait on the Lord:

  1.  “Don’t give up” -If we don’t give up, we eventually will experience breakthrough. Satan wants us to feel defeated and discouraged, but we are called to rise up!
  2.  “Don’t be impatient” -God’s promises are always true, but sometimes the process takes longer than we think it should. However, impatience only causes frustration and steals our peace.
  3.  “Be entwined as one with the Lord” – We are to stay in close communion with the Lord, seeking intimacy with Him above all else. He’s more concerned with us knowing Him then giving us an immediate breakthrough. Again, the process is what is beautiful in drawing us closer to Him through it all
  4.  “Be brave and courageous” – This is a call to trust in the Lord and not to fear. Set your sights on Him, not on the things around you that may be going wrong.
  5.  “Never lose hope” – We are to hold onto the hope that is found in Jesus, no matter what our circumstances look like.
  6.  “Keep on waiting-for he will never disappoint you” – God reinforces our need to keep on waiting, to be persistent, for He truly does not disappoint.

Isaiah 60:22 says: “When the time is right, I, the Lord will make it happen.” Oh how this verse cuts to the deep sovereignty of God in our lives! In HIS timing, He will make it happen. In his timing AND His way, He will help me get healthier and heal. But how badly I want it NOW. How I’ve wept in bitter frustration over the length of the process, especially in healing for mental illness. I could tell you why it’s not fair, how hard I’ve tried, how much I’ve sought the Lord and His healing, yet here I am, still walking out this journey. In the middle of this frustration and anger, I believe I’ve missed some of the joyful moments and breakthroughs along the road. I’ve missed the joy of my salvation in knowing God through this process, of hearing His gentle, kind words through the pain. I’ve turned away when I should have ran to Him. Yet through it all, He loves us and gently woos us back to relationship with Him.

Let’s take a step of faith today and wait on the Lord with hope.

Copyright 2020 Marie Lorah

Pressing Through Lack of Motivation

Have you ever had the sense of what would be good for you to do but you lacked the motivation to do it? I experience this phenonmenon on and off, especially with my struggle with depression. Just this past week, I woke up and felt tired, unmotivated, and a little depressed. I knew if I pressed through that I could have a good day spent with God through doing things like jouraling, art, and worship. At this point I had a choice. Would I let my feelings keep me from pressing through, or would I press through my feelings?

We all have decision points like this one, probably on a regular basis at varying degrees. At the least severe, we just generally don’t feel like doing something (like going to the gym), but we do it anyway. At a more moderate level, we have a mental and perhaps physical resistance to doing what we know would be good for us (i.e., getting out of bed to starting the day), so we delay it. At a severe level, someone is so depressed than can hardly get themselves to do anything.  I would argue that there are times, at least in my experience, where I surrender to the fact that I am not going to get much (if anything) done that day. I give myself grace on those days, and I hope you do too.

However, a lot of the time we are in that middle ground, where we could move in the direction of a healthy decision if we pushed ourselves a bit. This space was where I found myself one day last week. I wanted to get up, go into my office and spend the day journaling, creating, and spending time with God. I laid in bed thinking about it, finally deciding to get up and make my tea. I got into my office, still very tired and a little depressed. I thought about going back to bed. But I decided to press through to see what happened. And as I pushed through, my energy and motivation increased. It turned out to be a great day!

So, on those hard days, give yourself some grace and press through that lack of motivation. It might just turn into a great day.

Copyright 2020 Marie Lorah